Day to Day Thoughts
Everyday is like this.....Everyday.....
My family tells me to get a real job.
Said I'm
healthy, your not sick..... What do they
know... do
they see me? I am sicker than they think,
but I do
hide it very well... I have tooo... for
my boys....
And my poor boys, they do so much chores,
cause
I don't have the energy to. I'm always
so tired...And
the stuff they have to put up with when
people find
out their moms got HIV.... they are so
strong, so
caring and so loving, I wish I could do
more for
them....
Forget about friends and a life.... I
live for
my kids..... their the only ones that
sees me for ME
and not an HIV infected person...... Everyone
is
aways so worried that they will get it
from me.... I
feel like frankenstein........
I have an education, but for all the good
that
does me..... who wants an HIVer working
for
them.....They may infect every client.....
Being HIV isn't easy. Life will suck.
But it's still
a life.
Anonymous
